Can we become sunshine?

I just found out that I love something. I've flirted with it before but have had little success. And to put it plainly our relationship has been a troubled one. But tonight I know!

I was standing out on a balcony looking over this huge city, and I had a few minutes to myself, just to think. No school, no music, and no friends. And that's when it happened. That's when I found out that I was in love with independence, freedom and being alone. What all those combined are I don't know but it's this feeling. I had the choice of staying on the balcony if I so wished, I could leave it, or could have even jumped off! It was all up to me and now I'm in love with doing what I want to do. To walk down a street by myself, to turn down a certain street instead of another simply because I want to. To suddenly stop and listen to the sound of the city or to break into a run and make people wonder why. Maybe this makes me a control freak? (orpossiblejustafreak)

Back to the balcony real fast. Anybody can decide where they want to go when they're on a balcony right? Of course! But, think about it, do they realize that?

And now my life is about to open up into a world of freedom. I can't wait! It's a little late and my thoughts might not be flowing, but this thought was important to me and I wanted to write it down. (however poorly written) It' gotta all fit together somehow...

Anyway, I'm pulling late-Ben-hours right now, so I need to go to bed.
Listen, this is freedom in music.